Discombobulated

That seems to be the state of things lately.  I don't know where I am or what I'm doing or what I want.

I know. I know. Story of my life.

Some days things are wonderful. Some days I just feel lost.  Some days I don't want a single thing to change. Some days I'd trade it all in for a VW van and want to take off and drive. Where? Who cares.

Some day I need to sit down and figure out what the heck it is that I'm doing and what it is that I want.

But that day is not today. Today it's clean the apartment. Download some music.  Dance. Blog.  Go out and eat pizza and drink wine (mmm wine).

Maybe it's just the fact that nothing is going wrong that has me all confused.  It's an odd state for me to be in.