I caved

In my defense I was at Mount Sinai hospital because I had a consultation about oral surgery. And I was there early because I had to get a hospital card. And because I'm paranoid about being late/getting lost.

And there was a mini-bookstore inside the hospital.

And dentist-type people scare the crap out of me.

And clowns have been known to show up in hospitals so you never know when one is going to pop out at you. Clowns may actually be worse that dentist-types. Especially in enclosed places.

I was a weeeeeee bit stressed. And there was a bookstore.

I caved.

And my surgery is on September 21st.

*sob*