That is pretty much where I am residing right now. Just got off the phone with Canada Post. They are investigating but apparently it takes several days and there is no way I will get the package before Christmas - if at all.

So I'm boycotting Christmas. I don't want to do anything Christmasy at all. I don't want to be reminded it's Christmas.

I'm sad and I feel like total crap. It's not about the gifts, it's not about the lost stuff. That box was my one bit of home for Christmas and now it's gone, maybe to never come back. sigh I feel sad and very un-Christmasy.

At least I was able to convince my mother not to put money into my bank account. I don't need the money. I don't care about the money. I have money.

I'm so going to go to bed and hide as soon as I can. sigh