Meh!

That seems to be my response to everything lately. I'm sure as we get closer to Christmas there will be some more Humbugging but for the moment meh seems to be par for the course.

I've started working overtime. Meh. (see I told you - my reaction to everything) Every time I get a really crappy assignment I keep thinking "This is the last time that I have to do _______." It seems to be helping. Also is thought that I most likely only have about another 10 weeks of this (I hope...).

I'm still planning to move away. Somewhat less enthusiastic about it now. Self-doubt is starting to seep in as it inevitably does. I know I'll be fine, I know I'll be able to find a job but I'm starting to question whether or not I'll be any happier there than I am here. And that is a truly depressing thought. But I know it is the right thing to do. It just doesn't make it any less scary.

In the meantime I seem to be hibernating. I have no desire to go anywhere really. I don't want to do anything but sit on my butt, read a book and eat chocolate.

The above being said, I truly was in a good mood this past weekend. I still didn't really feel like talking to anyone but I really was rather happy for a change.